Nature’s Love Lessons
As I sit in silence, my mind becomes empty.
I know I’m returning to a blank slate.
I’m not the same person I was six months ago.
As I contemplate this, I acknowledge my fear of the future.
I don’t know what I’ll BEcome.
That fear is an illusion, I know.
I can’t stop the cycles of life, and the more I draw closer to Spirit, the more I know that I am safe.
Safe doesn’t mean without hardship, but the lines continue to blur between “light and dark” as I see the necessity of both.
I’ve always been striving to attain something, only to find it was impermanent.
My desire to save, or fix, or please others is dissolving into nothing; it holds little value for me anymore.
The truth is, I just want to live in peace, love, and joy.
Security is an illusion. I’ve found this many times in my life.
My thoughts return to Nature.
Nature doesn’t strive or seek to achieve. It just IS.
How do I become that receptive? I don’t know.
No matter how hard I may try, I can’t control the future. I don’t know what it will bring.
I’m told that the future is unfolding in front of me. What a strange phenomenon.
I’m told that I will be given gifts, but I’m not ready yet. I wonder what will make me ready. Patience perhaps.
I allow myself to witness what unfolds in silence. Hidden things.
I ask myself who I am; a WANDERER, that is the answer.
A conversation unfolds.
You have known your story, but that is only a partial story. You are meant for greatness.
But what is greatness?
Greatness is the unachievable, greatness is mastery, and greatness is freedom. It has no boundaries. Your future is opportunity. Track opportunities. If you cannot track it, it is not yours.
The energy of the heart speaks to me. What do you love?
I love Nature.
Then Nature is part of your destiny.
I’m tired of trying to control. It takes too much energy and just leaves me worried and confused.
Observe. Your destiny is calling to you from the future. Focus your energy on love, abundance, and success.
Flower essences. Connect with plant medicine for they have wisdom to offer you.
All things grow in their own time and in their own way. Leave space for this. You nurture your plants with love and you must offer yourself the same.
Would you be brave enough to discover your true Nature? The essence of who you are is in the seed, ready to burst forth and show you who you are, but first it must be nurtured and cared for.
You were born pure joy. You were empty. Return to the womb.
Offer yourself nurturing and guidance in the same way a Mother would.
Your soil is barren. Nothing can grow there.
Your heart is caged. Set it free. It wants to love you.
How do I set it free?
Set intentions to open your heart to freedom. It is meant to be free. You caged it to protect it from harm.
A free bird will fly to safety. This is a mature and wise bird. You know how to keep your heart safe and also free. Your heart tells you the truth. Listen!
Eagle guards your heart. You are with Spirit in love. Open your heart to the world. You will be glad you did.
How do I open my heart to the world?
Teach. You have heard this message for so long but have ignored it. You are meant to TEACH.
How do I start?
Look for opportunities to teach. Teach yourself FIRST. Wisdom comes through experience.
BEcome your own teacher, your own mother, and your own leader.
Begin with your body. You’re killing your heart. You’re carrying on the Curse of your feminine ancestors.
Heal your heart. It is a great scale, the balancer. Set your intentions to open and nourish your heart.
Fill your life with love. RECEIVE it first, and THEN give. Do not empty your heart, allow it to overflow.
Venus has always been with you. Your heart has always been undernourished and in need of love and nurturing. She is your Aphrodite, learn her ways.
You have spent your life giving yourself away. Begin giving to yourself first this time, and then others. You will be given many gifts of inspiration AFTER you have grown strong roots.
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