All That Ever Was IS You
A deep inner unraveling began to happen when I admitted out loud that I had been sexually assaulted. I could no longer deny what I had always tried to hide, even from myself.
I did not want to see myself or be seen as a victim, a perceived character flaw that I disdained in my own mother. I denied my experience because I did not want to be like her, but she IS me, she was me, and she is many women.
Speaking the truth tore down the confident façade and self-assured mask I had built for myself. I am not immune to the disease in the world, the predatory virus that has led to the degradation of sacred feminine power.
It is the forgotten beauty of being received by HER, nurtured by HER, and birthed and re-birthed by HER; the forgotten wisdom of the feminine within us all, and the sacred knowing that feminine form is the closest manifestation you will ever get to the Goddess, the Creatrix of ALL.
To acknowledge and see with clear vision HER destruction is the first step in re-awakening the fierce warrior within that will protect HER at any cost.
It is a reckoning, divine retribution, and a fierce Soul awakening to the power to transmute trauma into empowered BEing.
There will be no more bowing to fear, compromising self-worth, or quieting the truth, even if it makes others uncomfortable.
Our wounding, once transmuted, is meant to be our most powerful work in the world.
Stop hiding, you have nothing to be ashamed of. You are not your experience or any of the painful things that have been said or done to you.
You are divinely created to remember the power of ALL that already resides in you. Once you remember you ARE the fierce force of Nature, you will be unstoppable.
All that ever was IS you.
And it is done.
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